Letters from readers
(About carnal desires and selfish gifting.)

1)
As usual, I am very happy to see and hear you. I will not be original, but I am very grateful to you for sharing your research with us. It helps me a lot to live, to work on myself. I attend all the lessons, as much as possible I try not to miss the seminars, read the books, watch and review the tapes and discs, I work on myself. But, lately, everything in my life is falling apart, my ideas are shattered before they could turn into actions, even my house plants are dying and I have no energy for anything. It was very difficult for me to attend the September lesson, not once did I want to get up and leave, but I stayed both days. I do not know why receiving the information was very difficult for me, although it had never happened before. You did not read my letter, but I had the feeling, from the first word, that you responded to my letter throughout the lesson. Sergei Nikolaevich, do I really have no chance of surviving? I tried to sign up for the consultation, but that didn't work out either. Please help me with some advice. I don't want to die at all. Thank you very much for your work, for your love.

The first problem.
The information was very difficult to understand for you because it was about purifying the soul. In your field, I perceive the possible death of your son. The cause: the mother's soul is closely linked to carnal desires. In previous lives there was an excess of sex, including during pregnancy which is also very dangerous in the fifth month. Now in this life, this can threaten the death of your child. Focusing on carnal desires closes the way to love, the soul begins to dry up. To save your child, lately, your future is being destroyed, your fate is being ruined. In order for you to stop relying on your spirit, consciousness and future, they must be destroyed. Then you will focus on your soul, you will have to endure the torment and pain of your soul and then you will gain love for God, as the main and surest point of support. Then you will save the child's life and your own life. The process will be difficult and torturous. But when we know why we are suffering, the disease turns into joy. Mainly, do not lose love, faith and hope. God does not give trials that are not within our power to win or pass. Being sick and dying is awful only when you don't know where to go. And when you understand this, when the direction is known, then any torment and even death, can no longer take away our inner happiness.

The second problem.
Worshipping carnal desires leads to worshipping the loved one as a source of pleasure. Souls are then welded, forget God and after that, their decay takes place. And the beloved man, in order to save himself, begins to offend, humiliate and increase the distance. You subconsciously worship (relationships to) people and, by making a gift, you attach yourself to that person. In your subconscious, a gift is not a sacrifice, but a strengthening of relationships, a possibility to receive pleasure from communicating with that person in the future. Any attachment makes any one aggressive. You make a gift to someone and in your subconscious, at the same time, an aggression towards this person is triggered. And they, intuitively, react properly. When it comes to health, when I wish health to someone, I always add in my mind: health for the soul. And there is no health for the soul without love.

Source:
S N Lazarev - Survival Experience - the first book in the second series Karma Diagnosis
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